我的人生为什么会变成这样 ~

现在的我，就好像在我人生的最低層！

I'm really very stress, tired and lost now. 

I really don't know why, I'll get myself in all this shits. 

I really don't know why, I'll get myself into all this troubles. 

I really don't know why, I'll get myself to stepped into all this. 

Why in the first place I step into all this & cause so much things to happen. 

It's a very wrong step and now I'm in deep shit!

Why am I so stupid, so insensible? 

I'm physically and mentally torn out, worn out, stressed out.

I've been crying all these while.

I can't get to sleep.

I don't have appetite to eat.

I don't feel like talking to anyone. 

All I can do, I used to do is to keep to myself, handling it all by myself. 

But now, I can no longer take it, I can no longer handle it all by myself.

I blame myself for all this shits, causing so much troubles to the ones beside me. 

I hate myself for making the ones that love me worry. 

I'm sorry, but there's nothing I can do.

Stressed up

Hello, I'm here to update again (:

This 2 months have not been smooth for me, it's rather stressed up, it's all about money. Sometimes, I wonder, why do we human need to be so stressed up with money. Le sigh ~

You actually know that I'm so stressed up with money issue, yet you still can text/whatsapp me asking for money from me. Yes, I know I owed you your allowance that you took care of my boys when I'm overseas, but remember I've already passed part of it to you, but you were the one that want to borrow money to him. So, chase the money that you borrow to him & not me. Previously, every month end will receive your text/whatsapp asking for rental, now is asked for allowance. I never say I don't want to give, is that it's still not the deadline, & I know if he know you've money, he sure will ask from you, but you don't understand. You only feel that I got the money, but is just that I don't want to give. 

其实， 我很不喜欢让你知道我已经拿工钱了, 因为一旦你知道了，你就会开始一直text/whatsapp我，很烦你知不知道！

Till then, xoxo! ♡

Thailand, Phuket - 26th October 2012

Hello, here I am again updating the last afternoon in Phuket! :D

Set my alarm at 11am, & when my alarm rang, we both are just so nua to wake up. But decided to wake up, because we're checking out at 12 noon, & we don't want the hotel staff to call us up & charge us extra. 

So, we got ourselves prepared & changed, double check our luggage & check out. Settled our lunch at the restaurant that we had our dinner during Day 2, because we feel that the food is quite nice & is also quite cheap. 

Waiting for check out

Our lunch 

Wenhui came down with the driver of his villa to pick our luggage to placed in his villa instead. So, we don't have to bring our luggage along Bangla Street. Shopped around with Rayna & Wenhui, & went back to Wenhui's villa to check with the driver whether he can sent us to the airport.

Unfortunately, Wenhui and the rest had to attend a Go Kart game and the driver couldn't sent us down to the airport ): So Rayna and I collected our luggage and walked around Bangla Street with it. Decided to settle down at McDonald's while waiting for time to pass.

Did a little shopping at Bangla Street before hailing a cab to go to the airport. As what Rayna mentioned in her blog, the most exciting part is here, we're caught in a heavy traffic jam, we couldn't make it on time before the gate closes. So we rushed like mad, run like mad, sweat like mad, hoping we can make it before the plane take off. We managed to board the plane and managed to make it in time before the plane takes off. (copied from Rayna blog :p)

Thrilling trip with Rayna. It's was actually my first time travelling with friend, & it's a great experience! 

I hope Rayna really enjoy herself during this 4D3N trip. 

Last by not least, HAPPY BELATED 21ST BIRTHDAY, DEAR! ♡

Till then, xoxo! ♡

Thailand, Phuket - 25th October 2012

Here's another update on the third day in Phuket! :D

Patong Beach with Rayna to meet up with Hubs & his colleagues, while waiting for Wenhui to reach. 

We're feeling damn hungry, so we ordered 3 Ham & Cheese burger, 2 bottles of coke, scrimps & chicken as snack. 

After eating, Rayna went to meet Wenhui, while I went back to Hubs hotel with him & his colleagues. As I'll be going ATV with his company (: ATV photos will be upload soon. Stay tune! 

After ATV, we went back to Hubs hotel to slack for awhile & also wait for Rayna to come meet me to go & watch the Simon Star Show. 

 

Oppa Gangnam Style

The show was amazing and definitely worth that 900 baht! Look at the photos, can you believe that they used to be a guy?! I don't believe it mansxz! They're so PRETTY! I've never seen such beautiful pretty boys. Their figure, their smiles, their eyes and their features. But then, when the talk, OHMYGOD.  真是让我大开眼界! 

After the show, Rayna went Wenhui's villa to look for him, while me & Hubs went to meet Glady's, Kenny & Jackey for Mookata. Ate halfway, received Rayna's whatsapp telling me that there's no tuktuk going up the hill to Wenhui's villa, so I took a cab up with Glady's to fetch her & sent her back to our hotel & went back to continue our mookata. Ate from 11plus to nearly 3am. 

After mookata, went back to Hubs hotel to help him pack luggage & he sent me back to my hotel. 

When I reached hotel, Rayna is already sound asleep (: 

Showered, pack luggage & off to bed. 

Till then, xoxo ♡