现在的我，就好像在我人生的最低層！
I'm really very stress, tired and lost now.
I really don't know why, I'll get myself in all this shits.
I really don't know why, I'll get myself into all this troubles.
I really don't know why, I'll get myself to stepped into all this.
Why in the first place I step into all this & cause so much things to happen.
It's a very wrong step and now I'm in deep shit!
Why am I so stupid, so insensible?
I'm physically and mentally torn out, worn out, stressed out.
I've been crying all these while.
I can't get to sleep.
I don't have appetite to eat.
I don't feel like talking to anyone.
All I can do, I used to do is to keep to myself, handling it all by myself.
But now, I can no longer take it, I can no longer handle it all by myself.
I blame myself for all this shits, causing so much troubles to the ones beside me.
I hate myself for making the ones that love me worry.
I'm sorry, but there's nothing I can do.
